Deepak Mishra

Day before yesterday I was talking to love of my life Aiesha on phone. She is not my girlfriend, not even my ex. But I adore her. She is married now for more than 2 years and is supporting her parents financially. Since few weeks she is asking me to refer her somewhere for job. Her salary is pretty low to support her parents and do regular (weekly) shopping. Her husband supports his parents. Even if they hang out, they do Dutch. WTF. Even on Valentine’s day the (married) couple shared. She is the girl for who I wrote my previous posts I hate you   and   I am hurt . She asked me to find a job for her abroad, as she knows I want the same for myself.  The passive voice sucks. Though I don’t remember the exact words in the conversation but I will use the intent. And just for information, Aiesha is the same girl for who I wrote one of my previous posts "I am hurt". Aiesha, what you doing? I am getting bored at home. Nothing to do. Gaurav (her husband) had gone out ...

      Munsiyari trip started with my resignation in my company and in a vision of possibility of a supposedly very unfortunate breakup with my girlfriend Shruti. It was supposed to be a last trip with her. It wasn't my first trip to Uttarakhand. I have been to Jim Corbett national park, Nainital and Ranikhet with my friends and to Almora with Shruti.       In the last trip to Almora, Shruti and I wanted to go closer to the Himalayas. It couldn't happened that time. Whoever we asked suggested to go to Munsiyari. But due to time constraints we did not go there. Someone who had been in the mountains for a long time and had visited several places suggested Munsiyari in Uttarakhand and Manali in Himachal. As I had already relieved from the company, I also needed time to think about the career and I also had time for that. I just needed was a place. Munsiyari it is. Plus no time constraints, awesome.     ...

Heaven, somewhere on Earth A breach in the forest and gentle breeze Goes a chariot of love And two new birds within In a dead silence Only the stallion’s feet and insects sound Immersed immensely in each other They fear no hound Eyes into eyes hands in hands Mystified and petrified Will forthcoming prospect Part them or keep them alive Down the lane in a silent forest Stallion forestalls and screams Lovers disengaged to realize the reality That still wasn't but was a dream Thou shan't be deceived by the romantic sonnet It isn't Shakespeare’s but mine One fights the world for other Happens in dream or in Shakespeare’s rhyme The first moment that I held your hands The very moment that I kissed you And the first time, I love you, I said Is the best time I think I ever had As I wrap my arms around you I hug your softness tight Blood rushes to my veins And a twinkle in your eye I am captured in your grace I am captured in your embrace ...

I was standing in Vashi, Bombay Bus Stop alone. It was too hot and sunny. 2 guys were discussing about a girl who was alone at the other corner of the bus stop. I moved a bit to see the girl they are talking about. She was cute, slim and tall. I thought to give my luck a try, as no one knew me there. I went to that girl and asked was she waiting for Bangalore bus. She said yes. We continued to talk. We talked about 15-20 minutes. Then came our bus to Bangalore. We both went to the bus. But the number of the bus was not the one I got in SMS. I thought as the bus number changed once, it could happen again. I went to the conductor and showed my ticket. He said it was the bus to Mangalore and my bus was coming behind this bus. Then I realised she heard Mangalore when I said Bangalore. She and I had to separate now. All my dreams of the bus trip were badly shattered. I wanted to talk to the girl and can see the similar restlessness in her eyes too. I don't know how the short disc...

Premise : I have 2 sisters, one of who just got married and is in Bangalore. For her marriage, I had to shorten my very much loved long hair. But I always picture myself with long hair. I had been watching Prison Break 2 nd season whole night and slept at 4am. My dream was similar to Prison Break and I doing things similar to Michael Scofield. Dream : In my dream, First scene was that I faked a murder attempt just to go in the prison for some reason. Nothing is clear to me why yet but I faked a murder to go in prison. Next was in courtroom, where I saw myself with long hair. I requested judge to send me to some specific prison. In the prison, every plan made and every event occurring went super-fast like pictures. In the next scene, I, with 4 guys, was breaking the prison and was in a drainage tunnel of the prison. We opened a manhole and came out on a road and ran to some direction. Next we were running on a runway of airport, towards a private plane. We got on the plane and...

I have been in OnMobile for 2 years. But when I placed my resignation, Geo, my senior Manager asked me to fly to Italy for a deployment for 2 weeks. I thought it was just to lure to me stay in OnMobile as deployment can be done from India too. I rejected the offer and stayed on leaving the company. After 2-3 days I came to know, a 4 years senior person named Laxman I going to Italy on my place and that too for the product I developed. Then Geo talked to me again and I stayed on my words. Next day, I got a mail, regarding passport details and Visa stuff. Mail was sent to 3 people Laxman, I and a girl Akansha. What the fuck, If I would have stayed in OnMobile then Laxman wouldn’t have got this chance and I would be flying to Italy with Akansha. Now as I have resigned, Laxman will be flying with her to Italy. I lost my once in a lifetime opportunity to be with her. I was trying to go out with her since 2 years; and I had got the chance to fly with her to some other country and be with h...

I have been in OnMobile for 2 years but I never felt so important yet confused. I was nobody till now but now when I am leaving I feel like I am the most important person in OnMobile. Geo, my senior manager, is talking to me almost every day half an hour just to convince me stay, using infinite reasons I find immaterial. But Geo can’t do anything about it. His hands are tied because monetary factor is not in his hand. Kamal SBU head, who has the power to decide the remunerations, talked to me about two and half hour one day discussing pros and cons of start-ups(hoopos.com) and well-established companies(like OnMobile). Even after so many talks, I wasn’t convinced the OnMobile is a place for a guy like me. I have spent several restless days and several sleepless nights just thinking about this. Now when it’s decided that I am leaving, I have been put upon so much work that will take too much of my time, again leading to restless days and sleepless nights. Team is short of people to...