Failure

Dumfounded, no words to speak

Tears rolling down my cheek

For the disappointment I seek

Why am I feeling so weak?

I always been too strong

To overcome hurdles that come along

Help! I didn't understand so long

What the Hell did go Wrong?

I always tried to be right

Never quit without a fight

Never rest any day any night

Who let the bird out of my sight?

In my triumph everyone believe

For the respect that I achieve

For the thoughts that I conceive

How can my fate dare to deceive?

The knack that only I cherish

Becomes my foe and I perish

Whenever my desire is at stake

God plays a trick and then Checkmate!!!

Dream Last Night

I had a dream last night,

Everything seemed so right.

Had a touching word with you

You turned buoyant from blue.

I'm content, my mind is free

The dream was so real to me

I did not want to have it end

Dream I had of my dear friend.

Is it wrong to feel this way,

For a dream that occured everyday

Touching my soul and playing with my mind,

Heaven I'm searching for, which is hard to find.

Until I was interrupted, it was just a sweet dream.

But when I woke up, it became a matter of esteem.

Attainment of the dream, I had to do.

Soon I realized, "OMG!!! It's already true".

Forgive Me

I've caused you pain, I know

So why can't I forget you and just simply let go.

Let go of the feelings I have for you deep inside.

Let go of the fact that in my heart you reside.

How can I deal with the anger and hatred that I borrow

All the pain, regret and the sorrow.

Because here I'm all alone, with no one here beside me.

I'm curled into a little ball facing my wall of pain and misery.

I keep away from the world in my dark little corner

Wondering about the blunders that gives me horror.

No one to tell me what to do

I'm lost, hopeless and confused.

I don't know what to do now, I don't know to who I belong.

Guess I'll put on a fake smile, say I'm fine and play along.

Play along with everyday life, worthless day and sleepless night

Knowing no matter what I do is ever good enough or right.

I still ask for your forgiveness now and everyday,

I know I don't deserve it, but do me one last favor and give it to me anyway.

That way I can smile as I live these last days, knowing that when I leave,

You won't regret not saying, "I forgive you."