Deepak Mishra

How did I start this song any way When my heart was filled with dismay When I could not take this everyday When I just wanted to run away To suppress my feelings I had some Rum My feet got heavy, my eyes got numb I was hurt and I was sad, I felt so dumb Fuck you people, here I come All the Fears and all the tears were gone It felt as if I was a new Spawn Wanted to have fun, wanted to be moron My name is Khan and the game was ON Now I am loving to sing this song Somewhere I really don't belong Meeting new strange faces along This journey is going to be very long

I've caused you pain, I know So why can't I forget you and just simply let go. Let go of the feelings I have for you deep inside. Let go of the fact that in my heart you reside. How can I deal with the anger and hatred that I borrow All the pain, regret and the sorrow. Because here I'm all alone, with no one here beside me. I'm curled into a little ball facing my wall of pain and misery. I keep away from the world in my dark little corner Wondering about the blunders that gives me horror. No one to tell me what to do I'm lost, hopeless and confused. I don't know what to do now, I don't know to who I belong. Guess I'll put on a fake smile, say I'm fine and play along. Play along with everyday life, worthless day and sleepless night Knowing no matter what I do is ever good enough or right. I still ask for your forgiveness now and everyday, I know I don't deserve it, but do me one last favor and gi...