Deepak Mishra

Dumfounded, no words to speak Tears rolling down my cheek For the disappointment I seek Why am I feeling so weak? I always been too strong To overcome hurdles that come along Help! I didn't understand so long What the Hell did go Wrong? I always tried to be right Never quit without a fight Never rest any day any night Who let the bird out of my sight? In my triumph everyone believe For the respect that I achieve For the thoughts that I conceive How can my fate dare to deceive? The knack that only I cherish Becomes my foe and I perish Whenever my desire is at stake God plays a trick and then Checkmate!!!

I had a dream last night, Everything seemed so right. Had a touching word with you You turned buoyant from blue. I'm content, my mind is free The dream was so real to me I did not want to have it end Dream I had of my dear friend. Is it wrong to feel this way, For a dream that occured everyday Touching my soul and playing with my mind, Heaven I'm searching for, which is hard to find. Until I was interrupted, it was just a sweet dream. But when I woke up, it became a matter of esteem. Attainment of the dream, I had to do. Soon I realized, "OMG!!! It's already true".

I've caused you pain, I know So why can't I forget you and just simply let go. Let go of the feelings I have for you deep inside. Let go of the fact that in my heart you reside. How can I deal with the anger and hatred that I borrow All the pain, regret and the sorrow. Because here I'm all alone, with no one here beside me. I'm curled into a little ball facing my wall of pain and misery. I keep away from the world in my dark little corner Wondering about the blunders that gives me horror. No one to tell me what to do I'm lost, hopeless and confused. I don't know what to do now, I don't know to who I belong. Guess I'll put on a fake smile, say I'm fine and play along. Play along with everyday life, worthless day and sleepless night Knowing no matter what I do is ever good enough or right. I still ask for your forgiveness now and everyday, I know I don't deserve it, but do me one last favor and gi...