I am hurt

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ONLY 3 things I want to tell you

1. You very well know how much I am hurt
When you don’t talk to me, I am hurt
When you don’t reply my SMS, I am hurt
When you don’t pick my calls, I am hurt
When you don’t call back after missed calls, I am hurt
When I had to think to call you, I am hurt
When you are online and don’t ping me, I am hurt
When your phone is busy, I am hurt
When I see you sad on phone, I am hurt
When I see you happy on phone, I am hurt
When you are sad and I can’t help, I am hurt
When you are happy and don’t share with me, I am hurt
When you are sad and because of me, I am hurt
When you are happy and because of someone else (you know who), I am hurt
When you talk about someone else, I am hurt
When you don’t talk about someone else, I am hurt
When you say thanks, I am hurt
When you say sorry, I am hurt
When you say sorry if I hurt you, I am hurt
When you hurt me, I am hurt
When I hurt you, I am hurt

2. You are a bad friend too
I never needed to think to call you
I never hesitated to ping you
I never worried about the consequences before telling you something
I never felt so unimportant to someone so important to me
I never felt so lame still trying to fix things
I never felt so grounded, with shattered self respect
I never had any friend who is so heartless
You were never there for me when I needed you, maybe I am excluding few times when you were there when I needed you
You never wanted to repair the damages
You never wanted to take any pains to maintain the friendship
You don't realize your mistakes even if you say you do, even if you say sorry, even if you are told
You still not trying to make things up
You still not trying to improve our relationship
I always kept you at upper hand but "A friend in power is a friend lost"
You taught me "A friend in need is a friend to be avoided."

3. Can't forget you
The more I try to forget you, the more I remember you
The more I ignore you, the more I notice you
The more I try to hate you, the more I love you
The more I want your absence, the more I feel your presence

The more I am hurt, the more I write and the more I write, the more I am hurt

Comments

Anonymous said…
Hi,
This poem is really nice. I, pretty much need to tell someone the same thing which u said. It is strange how people forget other people who once mattered in their life. And act as if nothing happened.... i had a very painful experience.
May 20, 2011 at 9:15 PM
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